Sunday, 5 June 2011

i had a crush on him, well i think so. =)

dah 2 tahun kenal tapi x penah tegur, setakat senyum2 je..well, it quite different this time when i was waiting for him to come back from johor. always wondering when he will come back..finally, the day had come..i finally can meet him but not officially meet him..hurmm bila agaknye kita akan bercakap? the time will come.. i love to see his face, full of calmness and he seem to be so bright that captured my attention everytime he went out from his house.. every morning, i will waiting for him just because to see his face, once i did it gives me full sense of satisfaction, hehe..but he not at home, so i'm not that lucky.. i think i should greet him or try to be friendly, but in any time i try to do so, he seem trying to avoid me.. sometimes i do thing maybe he had someone else, if so what else i can do..well, honestly, i cant do much, i'm not that pretty to put his attention on me plus i FAT. well, that the most terrifying things..huhui hardly can get to see him.. it just, something big that happen to me, i think i had a crush on him but wll i not sure myself..there once in kenduri, i was looking for him but he wasnt there..i try myself hardly to track him back but none of my effort works well..suddenly, he appears from nowhere and immediately my eyes spot him..he sitting in the corner which is i can see him clearly. he looks so bright in white jubah..well, he look exactly like a gud man..and honestly that is the big reason why i fall for him..i really wish one day we can talk..hoping that u will recognize me..maybe one day in future this thing will happen, and i'm counting on it..

Saturday, 4 June 2011

nikhun vs khj

rasa2 nye kat malaysia ni ada x lelaki yang macam khj tapi perangai macam nikhun?? i wish lelaki macam tu wujud..because he is my dream guy..huhu..kan best kalu org macam tu wujud..bahagia hidup ku ni..hehe..nikhun and khj always be my dream guy..

this is who am i...when it come to LOVE

let me tell u a little bit about my dream man. =)
i am very annoying person when it come to love, i'm always clinging over him and now i know that habit turns to be annoying to him..well how sad..however i'll definitely will not change my habit coz that is my natural habit, accept it or leave it as u wish boy! i definitely need someone that can appreciate me and always have me on is mind no matter how it takes or at what time! definitely, i want to be the first person he will thought if something would happen regardless bad or good. besides that, i need someone who is romantic, have a good thought on how to treat a girl like me, a girl who spoiled time over time. like other girls, he must be able to protect me at any time, be with me when i need him and always capable to make me feel better and comfortable when i was around him. he must love to spend time with my family since my family is everything to me. he should be some guy who can make me laugh out loud when he make jokes and always wants me to be with him..loves me just like u love urself then i'll love u just like i love myself..the most important thing, love me as u meant it and love me with sincerity... =)

Friday, 3 June 2011

the first time..

blogging??? well, this is not my first time blogging, it has been a few times, but then at the end i'll be ignoring my own page..suddenly when i saw my little dongsaeng who always busy with her blog, then it came to my mind that maybe blogging is fun since she has pay more of her attention to the her blog rather than to her family member...well, i should try..and i ask from her help to make me one, then here we come, my new blog page..hopefully this page will last longer than i thought..hehehe..this page will be my new diary version..